Wednesday, June 27, 2007

surreal

my life has felt surreal for quite some time now
like i've been walking around in an endless dream
it seems like i know where it's going
but actually i know nothing at all
i don't know what to make of it.

i keep falling asleep
with all of my clothes on
thinking that my day will never end
and since my brain rarely dreams
it feels like my life is a constant one

i've pondered it for hours on end
and have come to no conclusion
i still have the sensation that i'm floating through my days

and i'm scared of what will happen when i finally come down.

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

arrow

so i was wondering...if right now the square is more like a triangle and a dot, then does that make us an arrow? What are we pointing to? oregon? no no no no, i've got it. the bering strait! there some people are having a monday while others are already fully into tuesday. kind of like transcending time (not exactly...) and the square transcends space (i would guess that in each of our hearts there's always four little dots extending out at 90 degree angles!) therefore, the arrow must point there, it's only logical and complete.

Thursday, June 21, 2007

princeton

Princeton's campus is gorgeous!
if i went to school there, i might never go to class.
o, it was so pretty.

day 5 in new jersey

eyes

are deceitful.

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

awe







On Monday we saw a memorial from September 11, I didn't react how I thought I would. For some reason I had to read all of the names. There were six people with the last name Hughes. I read all the ages of the people who died as well. What saddened me most: the youngest age was 6.

We sat in a chapel and I sang Be thou my vision.

And the cathedral was so big. I was in awe, it was so beautiful.

New Jersey, day 3

Monday, June 18, 2007

Be thou my vision

Be Thou my vision O Lord of my heart
Naught be all else to me save that thou art
Thou my best thought, by day or by night
waking or sleeping thy presence my light

Be thou my wisdom and thou my true word
I ever with thee and thou with me Lord
Thou my great Father and I thy true son
Thou in dwelling and i with thee one

Riches I heed not nor man's empty praise
Thou mine inheritance now and always
Thou and Thou only first in my heart
High king of heaven my treasure thou art

High king of heaven my victory won,
May I reach heaven's joy, bright heaven's sun
Heart of my own heart, whatever befall
Still be my vision O ruler of all

endless

streets
buildings bigger than i've ever seen before
wide eyes, jaw dropped
beauty and the beast, AMAZING
bright lights!
people, people, people
walk walk walk
taxi!
St. Patrick's Cathedral...Wow!
macy's ;-)
train to new jersey
goodbye new york city (day 2)

Saturday, June 16, 2007

and there was steam

coming off the pavement continuously. it was so amazing to see. i guess the rain is just that cold here. or the asphalt is really really hot!
new jersey, day 1

Friday, June 15, 2007

square

earlier tonight my mom and sister were reading out of this book about what the meanings of birthdays are. i thought it was interesting. i felt that the descriptions were right and wrong in all cases. i guess that's just the nature of fortune telling birthday books. anyways, these are the four birthdays of the square.

May 1
You are strong willed, energetic, impulisve, a good planner with a fine executive ability. You are blessed with a vivid personality. You love intensely. In love, your path has its ups and downs, but you will find a great happiness.

July 6
You are serious in everything you do: love, work, or recreation. You are a great reader, a profound thinker, and an ardent student, and you make the most of your abilities. You enjoy culture and refinement, and whatever you undertake is done to the best of your ability.

July 26
You are capable and dependable, although you are rather domineering. You are fond of good literature, and you are a fluent and intelligent talker and an amusing entertainer. You prefer the company of the opposite sex. Marry young and your home life will be congenial and happy.

December 29
You are resourceful, original, and courageous, and you are competent in handling details and have considerable exective ability. You love good literature, music, and art, and you are an interesting and amusing entertainer. Your love is strong and constant.

grace

fire nights








sheep


they are in the same field as my wild flowers!
so i thought we've been together in one place just at different times.

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

My mom

I just read an email from my mom. It made me smile. I won't post the whole thing, only one quote from the end. It's kind of corny but I liked it!


"today is a gift, that's why it's called the present"


oh that makes me laugh!! but it's true, very true.

Monday, June 11, 2007

Saturday, June 9, 2007

in Your love

my salvation lies in your love
my salvation lies in your love
my salvation lies...
in your love in your love in your love




Orange Sky by Alexi Murdoch

Friday, June 8, 2007

My Grandpa!

he's an artist. and this is his work:







I loved these birds that are coming up! They made me smile.











I call this one "Art with art"



Thursday, June 7, 2007

wanna watch me feed a mouse to my snake?!

well yes of course i do!

ew, just kidding



so i just watched Almost Famous for the first time. I loved it! I laughed so much, but not too much. Amazing. The airplane scene: confession (thank you for that!). I decided that we all need to be tossed around in an airplane and tell the complete truth every once in awhile. It's good. And even though they were rockstars, that's how we all feel. No one really acts and says what they really want....at least not all the time. We all think we're better than someone else. And we all know that someone else thinks they're better than us. [i guess that's too many generalizations, so if you don't fit into what i just said...you're lucky. please share :-) ] It was a movie about life and it was lovely!

Sunday, June 3, 2007

kleenex...please

i don't think i've ever sneezed so much in my life as i did today!
at least i'm not still popping the cough drops like candy!
ahhhh sickness!

look for the bike rider! :-)



i don't know why there's no beginning picture?....

Friday, June 1, 2007

love

is not a victory march.
it's a cold
and
it's a broken
Hallelujah.


Lisa, without you, i would not know this song and it's amazing.