surreal

my life has felt surreal for quite some time now
like i've been walking around in an endless dream
it seems like i know where it's going
but actually i know nothing at all
i don't know what to make of it.

i keep falling asleep
with all of my clothes on
thinking that my day will never end
and since my brain rarely dreams
it feels like my life is a constant one

i've pondered it for hours on end
and have come to no conclusion
i still have the sensation that i'm floating through my days

and i'm scared of what will happen when i finally come down.