heinous

=my finals.
haha, actually not, i just felt like using the word.

so 5 down, 2 to go.
i've been surprisingly calm during the whole finals process.
one more final.
one more paper.
so much missing sleep it's horrendous.
i'm in love with the night time though.
and i've gotten to see the sunrise on multiple occasions.
it's definitely a nice sight after a night-long in the library.

thus far, i've done okay.
not wonderfully.
not terrible.
just okay.
settling for mediocrity is better than freaking out over failing.
and actually i can already say that i feel successful.
i've learned significantly more this semester than i ever have.
i may not have the grades to show for it.
but i've loved all that i learned.
i'm sooo grateful to have to opportunity to study what i do.

i've learned to accept that i'm not perfect.
studying is not my forte.
but laughter is.
and i've done a lot of that.
maybe i'll regret that in the future....
but i'm pretty sure i won't.

actually i'm fairly convinced that my life is darn well fantastic.