ecstasy

yesterday i realized that i just might be in love with everyone i know

the feeling of living life to the extreme
but not life in general's extreme
specifically MY life's extreme

giving my personality the opportunity to reach its full potential
unapologetically being everything i am

exploring the parts of myself that i love while in the company of those who extract my best self
not questioning my motivations

it's like those rare bursts of sudden inhibition
that allow you to finally reveal your heart to the one you love
or leap into your dance partner's arms knowing they will catch you

but, hours of my day were lived in that state.

yesterday i experienced, for lack of a better term, ecstasy!
pure JOY and freedom and excitement and LOVE
all through living entirely as my full self
the one God intended me to be