Monday, September 15, 2008

i'm tired of avoiding people

i made this page public for about 5 minutes.
but i just felt naked.
and not the good, liberating kind.
it was the exposed, vulnerable kind. and it just felt bad.

i wonder how long it will be before i no longer feel the need to fix my eyes on the ground and become an actress upon exiting mass at 10 o clock. it is ridiculous and i don't know who i am during those moments gathered outside the church. i place the blame on no one but myself. yet, i honestly have nothing to say.

1 comment:

Malachi said...

You don't know how much I can relate to this. Stay strong! You've got a good head on you and genuine friends for the weaker moments